In February this year I learned that my ex partner has cancer in lungs and bones. This news hit me harder than I would ever have imagined; it puts all the problems we ever had into perspective. We have a son, 12 years who is close to his dad, and I'm having to manage his expectations.
W has been rushed back to the hospice.
I have a {possibly stupid} theory that it is Bad Manners to go crying in front of W. It's not going to help him or the cherub.
So I don't
I've been taking Fluroxetine 25g as prescribed by a very nice doctor. This helps.
If I feel tearful I rub the end of my nose. For some reason this works.
I don't think too hard about anything other than the moment.This usually works
But I howled when I got back to the car after dropping him off and that CD he'd wanted was still playing....
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